April 21, 2014
i lied to somebody today. a person in the elevator asked me where i was from, and i told them i was from norway.
i don’t know why i did it, matthew. it’s not really like me to just saunter around speaking petty falsehoods. i’ve grown up… at least a little, and i would like to think that i am above cheap deception for my own entertainment.
but i’m not. that was all a load of tripe. i enjoyed every second of lying to that person. i’m still antisocial, man… that’s something i have not yet fully overcome. i hate being accosted with questions at two in the morning when i’m just trying to get some laundry done. sometimes, that little voice takes over and i mess with the people who penetrate my sphere. i don’t wish that person any ill will. i just wasn’t in the mood. bobby brown was playing on the headphones and i was trying to let him give me a pep talk about taking control.
will i do it again? probably. i’ve grown quite fond of the thai, but every now and again i have to indulge my childish impulses. i’ve grown since i moved here, but everybody knows that part of my charm is that i am completely full of crap.
honed and ready,